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Fatshion, Food & Frivolities – Life in Las Vegas & Singapore

Overthinking

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My supercute work keyboard

My supercute work keyboard

My bloody happy table with birthday balloons!

My bloody happy table with birthday balloons!

My cosy corner lamp

My cosy corner IKEA lamp

This is supposed to be a happy-go-lucky, ditzy meets frivolous blog. But I find myself over-writing lately.

I’m obviously in a fantastic place but I am not satisfied. This 5-year plan… it’s so hard just to go with the flow and enjoy everything that comes.

It all boils down to my insecurity. I am giving myself 1 year to figure out if I’m even good at my job – not just mere competent. It doesn’t help when even after 4 years, I’m told “it’s still the early stages” and that I’m still “learning”. I don’t mind being a cog in the wheel but I want to be a well-oiled cog.

HAIZZZ… I give myself too much pressure sometimes. What’s wrong? If only life is just shopping and eating everyday. Woe BEGONE!

 

imma fatty! Say hello to my food stash!

imma fatty! Say hello to my food stash at work!

A drawer full of beauty products!

A drawer full of beauty products!

Author: Chloe Happ

I left Singapore for the US of A in 2013 and now live in Las Vegas with my indie game dev husband and our son Gummi Gumdrop. I am also probably much older than you think I am.

2 thoughts on “Overthinking

  1. I wanna retire…30 years ahead of time…so you’re doing much much better :p

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